Everything went along as plannedtoday. I got up; drunk my water, took my herbs, ate fruit, ate veggies, ate some more fruit and will end my day with more fruit. I’m still caught in a whirlwind of struggle but optimism is what I have to hold me. I’m no longer in place where I feel alone and without. I feel content and every bit of this struggle is here for a reason. I push myself through the dark moments. I’ll always remember what it took to get ahead; pure sacrifice and determination. I appreciate all of the support I’ve received via YouTube. I’ve gained thought family. I feel very fortunate to have connected with so many people who symthpathize with my story. Freedom is my daily yearning. I want it above all things. I want it bad.