I’ve been receiving a ton of breakthroughs. All have been challenging but informative. There are many things I’d like to share but I will wait until I am finished to talk about them. My body is teaching me a lot and I’m looking forward to completing this fast. So many updates are occurring. I’m even realizing that this here website may have to take a back seat as in next year, it may be discontinued. The fees to operate it is too expensive and the finances are not feeling it. They (Godaddy) swiped me for $100 yesterday. I will still have Instagram, Youtube, Vimeo, Patreon and Facebook.
We’re making progress. The 41st day has arrived and I’m feeling…hmm…how am I feeling? I’m feeling okay. I can imagine if there weren’t as many distractions, perhaps I’d have no complaints. Social media is just too damn vast with food porn. Its just too much. I can’t even go out. Energy level seems to be steady. My vision is slowly coming back, yeah my vision, lol We’ll talk about it later. For now, work is over and I’m going to listen to Kem; a glass of wine would be fitting. *Drinks watermelon.
I want to heal. I’m uncomfortable but so very dedicated. Yesterday I released a very deep pain. I do not know if I’ll gain the results of healing that I’m looking for. All I know is I must keep going. Today was much better than yesterday. I rested. As you detox, you will need rest as well as exercise. It is a beautiful thing to take control of ones health. Yes, it’s hard but I do believe it will be worth it. Juice with me.
Checking in with the cyber world while dancing to Sade’s “Kiss of Life.” Feeling what the moon is doing? Enjoy.
Okay, I’ve finally gained the courage to share that this juice cleanse will last 90 days. Yes, thats right and it’s looking good. I will not lie, it has its challenges especially dealing with consuming teenagers around. They are ravenous! I’ve noticed that because they see how focused I am, they seem to just want more or maybe my prior wants overshadowed theirs. I don’t know but its getting irritating!! lmbo. Like go sit down and meditate somewhere. lol They’re only capable of laughing at such a statement. I’ve channeled some parts of myself that I did not know were possible to channel. I’m still taking it day by day because when you’re only consuming liquids, you really have no other choice but to take it easy. My personal reminders are keeping me focused. What are you doing this for E? It’s for my health. These choices I’m making will set the stage for the rest of my life so I better make it count. Once I incorporated the raw kale, everything shifted for the better. The inflammation in my lower back decreased therefore, we’re making progress. Unfortunately, I was unable to find an herb vendor. I’m so used to creating my own. It is truly an art. Best place to look may be on facebook.. I do not have a facebook account and I’m going to keep it that way until further notice. Cheers!
A sista is hungry around this peace! Let me go prepare more juice! I’m also searching for and comparing trusted herbalist. This should be interesting.
Today makes day 5 of the 90 day cleanse. We’ll talk about it later although I must say that due to the intensity of ancestral work this week, I think the timing of the cleanse could not have come at a better time. October 6th is my conclusion day. In the meantime, I’ll focus more on this new lifestyle. Thank you all for your encouraging words.
Thank you everyone who sent up positive thoughts and ancestral prayers for Chef Rayan. He has been found alive. Ache
Greetings beloved friends. I just want to start off by saying, you are appreciated. Yesterdays news really took me back. I learned that a friend and health/wealth savvy Youtuber (Chef Rayan of Alkaline Journey Channel) went missing several days ago. It has been heartbreaking to watch someone with so much promise just disappear. This latest event has given me time to reflect on my own life. I feel as though the things I offer are extremely sacred and I cannot offer rapid promotion of readings anymore. If anyone is interested in readings and prayers it has to be more serious inquiries now. Services are still offered but only serious inquiries are preferred which is quite rare and I’m okay with that. I will occasionally post readings on Vimeo for those who appreciate the $10 readings. I’m also taking this time of solitude to focus more on some personal projects such as my health. I’m currently juice fasting for 90 days. When I’ve completed the mission of discipline, we may share. We as in my teammate. Fasting from eating and dealing with hard news puts one in a more serious space. I’m still joyful and goofy, just choosing to be more mindful now. I love my cyber sisters and brothers to bunches. I’m still here. I will update with a video when the time is right. Blessings. E.S.